last night, i was in a really bad place. i was depressed to the point of me considering the most drastic of measures. i was shaking uncontrollably and crying my eyes out. i thought that i couldn’t fight through it and had no one to turn to. i had that mindset until my boyfriend called me on the phone. it took about an hour of him yelling at me for how stupid i was being, and another hour of complete venting for me to realize that i actually could fight. he talked me back from the ledge (so to speak). he made me feel wanted and loved and beautiful. his phone call was exactly what i needed. he’s probably the only person in this world that could make me change my mood from depressed to happy so quickly. he is amazing, perfect….he is my rock. i couldn’t give up on him ever. i couldn’t even think about “the most drastic of measures” anymore because it will mean losing him which is something i just can’t do, no matter how bad it gets.
i love you wyatt baucom driscoll <3